Ranjana's Blog

Today ,i had word with my  friend Priyanka  , We had started the conversation with some apologizing statement regarding with yesterday telecall not picked up by me later we switched to current ongoing event of her life is her two months pregnancy  we had several talk regarding what to do and what not do during pregnancy  which diet we should follow along with some worth reading magazine related to pregnancy . I could not realize how our conversation swing to by gone time  , as she said previously you used to talk beyond relation, beyond line of bad or good perceiving you just talk irrespective what some one will consider it as . She was only talking to me in terms of both of us relation ship . She stated she felt like i talk a guarded way , where i take an account on my words .action its like you feel like being judged for my words .I felt she is going right way actually i stared doing the guarded job,where i used attentively watch my words and action in ot...

Its not today that i felt writing as my core passion as well as my profession  ,it was on very early in my head but simultaneously i was working for different industry. We all know what we are better   at  and rest just average or simply just tough to do or doing with complete stress. Things we are good at gets more improved with period of time with consistence practice ,writing at this time  i felt someone may contradict me by saying you do work that give you average feeling ,will also  get polish with regular practice but there would be always a slight and quite differential factor that one is which you LOVE TO DO . Its very general human tendency, we share our passion,core desire with people around us some will come up with uplifting suggestions,some one will divert you sometimes at will come along with whole lot of obstacles, while some people will refer you referral courses, and some just not interested not complete unaware about your profession....

Today ,its 22nd of Oct/2011 ,was walking on the roof in evening and was looking the gleaming lights around the area which are putting their full effort for pre -welcome of Diwali which was supposed to on 26th of Oct & and creating a light of happiness in my eyes also.i found my self transported in place where my parents are residing. its not first time that i was missing my parents but some where was missing them so much because all of my college friends left the city for their hometown some followed the central India ,few boarded to northern side ,some drove to north east .... N sudden there a flow of emotional water in my eyes. I was trying to figure out the reason behind it ,because it was not the first time i was away from my parents its been approx five year ,was residing away from them but with relatives who are based in Delhi .and today i come to know that during festive we all want a circle of familiar ambiance's .doesn't matter how the relatives are ,but a ...

Every one know what makes them happy, doing that work does not make you stressful, is actually the thing you are passionate about and you do not care about your time even . For me its not at very late i came to know that i would prefer to go for writing profession i felt it from at very early teen but unfortunately coming from very small town i  had not great idea about what i can do more to achieve my soul desire so till my late teen  i write only in my mind never penned it down on paper. I had worked  several years for travel industry but one thing that i observed for my self is that in my industry work i put complete and bliss attention if my work more related to writing whether its emailing and preparing presentation related to any content same thing i felt for myself in my two years masters degree. I was more expressive and more clear conveying in writing than speak directly one o one . I started writing too but with consistence gap with not so progressive result...

I think it happens with everyone when you roam around lots of thoughts, imagination enter in your mind and once to sit to recall and write something it all get banished. I was also  facing the same , the moment i sit back to write something its all banished. My thoughts  break in to pieces ,no proper opening line, poor structure of write up and so  obvious  there would be no conclusive end not even something worth reading because the person who sat back to write something got in tangle with his /her own trap of thoughts though thoughts are something worth give a read but due to improper filtration its very tough to understand and make others understand it.. I had word with many people as well as i went through google search regarding this thought banish issue at the time writing ,then i came across a word '' Writers Block ''. After understanding this term made me easy that ,this is not something only particular to me neither this is sign of obstacle that will ...